T and me were asked to design the Writing curricuilum and Review curriculum. She is experienced here, so her attitude is clam and sophisticated. She knows how to PASS the time and day here by not OVERWORKED ONESELF. This doesn’t mean that there is no production, but to some extend, how to make oneself comfortable in the working place.

Since I deceide to renew the contract, I have too much “popped up” things. I was so tired to face the fact that most people, the ones in front my rows and behind my roles, have MUCH WORKLOAD and even they did their personal affiars during the office hours. The unfair fact that I feel so frustrated is that some of them slept until 13:20 publically and no one bothered them; however, when we hosted the speech contest, I needed to sacrifice my own rest timke to handle everything.

Now, I hope that I could go subbing at the kinddergarten as soon as possible so that I don’t have to do lots of secretail jobs. The admin jobs took up my time, and apprently, I had no time to do class prep. The quality of teaching is low. However, I have tried my best. This is the reality.

Now the question popped up in my brain was, “If you are not satisfied here, then go somewhere else.”, but it seems that most people here have their ways of surivival. It is part of the school culture here and the fact that how this school runs. I have to admit that I am straightforward and hardworking. I am not “smart” enough to skip things or live in the “energy-saving” way.

All I want is to pass every day peacefully and fulfill my contract.