Today isthe day right before the speech contest final. However, people still wanted me to do extra work, like Cool English, material order, and some others. I am stressed out because I heard that the final was until 11 pm precious 2 years. As a host department, I have to stay for 3 nights in total and I hope I can skip the activity on May 6th.

Now I am subbing TOEFL class and students are asked to do Barron’s reading. Therefore, I have some free time here to type what I am thinking. I really don’t have a full clear picture of what I nned to do as a host section for the speech contest final, but I’ve tried my best.

I feel so weak and tried recently… but I decide to renew the contract with the school. I feel like I need to talk to people, but it is just my desire. I clearly knw that it will not help at all. After all, everyone has his/her live and every individual has dissferent thoughts. I just have to be my own and that’s it!