Negative feeling…

Last night I received a message from the director that she got COVID, and she asked me to cover her lunch duties. I had a hard time last night because as an intern teacher, if any accidents happen, no one is going to take responsibility, and I have no stance to take any responsibility at all. In addition, the school does not have insurance for me because I am not a full-time employee here. Now, everything’s fine, but I do worry about someone will take revenge. Looking from my stance, all these kinds of jobs like duty belong to the office team. I wonder why it gets to other teachers. Although the office is short on staff, this should become an excuse for me to shoulder the EXTRA responsibility that is out of my scope and control.

Also, since I consistently have conflicts with my mom and dad, my mom told me that, ” Why do you have trouble every day? (你為什麼每天都有事?)“ I don’t know actually, but I feel that all these results from the core, someone, the tricky person. I dislike the feeling at all. All I want is to get my internship done and earn my MEd with a teaching license. Other than this, nothing else at the moment.