Internship II

I am taking internship II and doing my internship here at I-Shou. However, I felt stuck when I worked here due to a lack of resources and wasting time on chores. Also, Pat is supportive but not so available by email. Besides, she did not show up for the Zoom meeting yesterday. We, Michelle and I, spent 2 hours talking about our difficulties we have encountered. I am jealous that she has 10 times of demo teaching and practice. Under the condition here at I-Shou, since the school focuses so much on learning content with time limit (進度)and student academic performance (學生程度), I can only request one video-tape demo teaching once or twice. It is really difficult for me to have regular demo teaching.

John asked me to rest since I have spent lots of time in class with kids. The affairs of my terrible aunt make me so tired. I hate her and her behavior. I am exhausted friday afternoon.

Some thoughts

Yesterday, I searched online and found out that Dr. Ma and Peter both teach in China. Both of them have special backgrounds related to mainland China. I thought a bit because I had a complex feeling. (Peter has a scandal, but still got promoted in China; Dr. Ma retired from a university in Taiwan and receives a pension currently but still gets a teaching job in China.) I also thought about Linda as a part-time instructor for more than 15 years and still working as a teacher just to make a living. I think it is people’s personal choices. However, I doubt that her main job is as a housing agent, and does she dedicate herself to teaching or just do it for the sake of doing it? I have no idea. In addition, my mom asked me a critical question, ” if you were Linda’s student, will you still keep in touch with her after 15 years? ” My answer is NO without hesitation. This case shows that students know if a teacher devotes herself to teaching or not. If someone is dedicated, students can tell, and more often than not they will remember in mind. 學生可以辨別一個老師的用心與否,凡走過必留下痕跡。

All this proves that I am a lucky girl who has a devoted teacher who has helped me and walked me through the obstacles and barriers. I am more fortunate that after 15 years, we still keep in touch with each other and she still plays an important role in my life as a teacher, a mentor, and a good friend of mine.

Jog down for today

  • I met a little girl (maybe in G2) in the bathroom in the cafeteria. She asked me, “Have you had a good day?” She is probably an English speaker, so she spoke with a very British accent. I checked 3 times to make sure that I did not get her meaning wrong. Then, I answered, “Sure, I have had a wonderful day : ) ” What a cute reaction the girl had.
  • I met Linda, a new EAL teacher for 5C. She said that she worked in the Applied English department (AE) from 2007 and so on. What a coincidence! Everyone on this hill of I-Shou has some connections. Linda chatted with me and said that she applied for the job at Applied English without any connection. She knew most of the professors at AE. I told her that I am Grace’s student. I am happy I said this : )
  • By the way, When someone is away, I feel extremely relaxed!!!

4 Hard Things Teachers Want Their Principals to Know

Relationships First

Do

Keep your door open and visit teachers’ classrooms. Pop in here and there. Studies show that relationships matter. This is true for students and staff members.

Don’t

A formal observation should not be the first time you are in a classroom with teachers and students. Are you a shadowy figure behind your door or are you out in hallways and classrooms consistently? Are you another person sending out emails and speaking to us at meetings or someone we feel connected to? Teachers find it hard to support students when they feel demoralized or undervalued. Everything that doesn’t work with students––like fear-based environments or coercion––will fail with teachers as well.

Leave Clothes Out of It

Do

Find out how many jeans days your new staff had before. At the very least, as the new principal, maintain this number. Want to make friends and win people over? Up that number for immediate “Big Cheese” status.

Don’t

Make staff dress code changes as a new principal. If the biggest problem at your new school is clothing you dislike, you’re in great shape. At best, sending out a memo that reads: “Plaid is no longer acceptable.” (true story) makes you look focused on insignificant details. At worst, your new changes will cause teachers to spend money they don’t have on new clothes they don’t really need.  Do not do this. In the South, we say that’s like putting lipstick on a pig.  If your school has big problems, banishing plaid is not going to hide any of them.

Slow Down

Do

Get a feel for the school before making sweeping changes.  Seek input from teachers about systems and policies in place that they like or don’t like and why.  A staff member who feels valued and heard will be much more supportive of the changes to come.

Don’t

I know you’re ready to make this school the very best it can be, but please don’t give us whiplash in the process.  We’re pouring every ounce of energy into the kiddos in our room. An avalanche of new committees, processes, rules, and meetings take away from that.  Have you seen the crazed look in a teacher’s eye at the beginning of the school year?  The intentions are good, but by creating resentment in the process, you won’t get as far.

We’re Watching You

Do

Know that the first time you handle a mistake, you’re setting the tone for your relationship with the entire staff. Teachers are human, and we will drop the ball at times. I got pulled into a meeting once after a staff member missed a pretty big detail. The principal had every right to be incredibly angry about what happened.  Instead she looked at us and said, “Okay.  Let’s make a plan for what we’re going to do right now.”  She has my undying loyalty, and I would go back to work for her again in a heartbeat.

Don’t

Throw your teachers under the bus.  You cannot support students without supporting teachers. Fix the problem at hand.  Then, take a step back to see how it happened and what steps can be taken to see that it doesn’t happen again.  When a principal bad mouths a teacher to me, or, even worse, to parents, I know he is completely untrustworthy.

As teachers, our number one priority is supporting our students.  What we want most from a new administrator is someone to work alongside us to do that.  Spend time getting to know us, our students, and the school.  Work to build a community, so we can work as one to make this the best school ever.

Reference: https://www.weareteachers.com/teachers-want-new-principal-to-know/?fbclid=IwAR1xeAICnfyPF1pLfo8L_JYQFQ8onmYKJ6PPj3bhbEsG14kbF8-5r5dvSZA

Happy Moon Festival & Some Reflections

I am enjoying the Moon Festival long weekend. As I am writing teacher’s cards to be sent out, I suddenly realized that I should have become more expressive about gratitude and love. I talked to myself consistently to be prepared to say THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU in Chinese to Grace. This will be the very first time that I try to say that. I feel sorry that I had her wait for 15 years. I told my mom that my goal for teacher’s day this year is to bravely express to Grace 老師,我很謝謝你、很愛你! My mom was so shocked that I never orally expressed these to Grace even though we always hugged each other when we met.

I am regretful that I did not have the chance to say thank you to Dr. Authur N. Applebee who led me into the field of literacy development. He taught me to define Discourse and Dialogue. Although it was really tough when I took his class, I did learn a lot. I also learned that he was such a dedicated professor who replied to emails within 3 minutes in the era without smartphones. He passed away after I came back to Taiwan for 3 years. However, his legacy still vividly lives in my mind.

Also, as I grow older, I realize that sometimes a gift represents much. It might be just a token of something, but it makes people feel warm and happy. I received mooncakes and coffee beans from parents. I feel warm. In addition, now I think Moon Festival is not just a holiday for BBQ and mooncakes, but it means more than family reunion and tradition.